The heebiest of jeebies

So many thing are going on in the world right now.
We have obama doing his thing to help the globalist enslave the world,
some places in this country people are cold. They had enough of people in some parts i reckon.Traveled over 6 thousand miles this summer. Met alot of good people. met some ass holes too. Hell I was even an asshole some. Its not what i set out to be but I have some anger and frustration just like the rest of em
I feel awful for the future of the people in this country. They have to large degrees
stopped thinking for them selves, stopped growing their own food and let big mama state give em a suckle off her own tit. Then it comes back around to me. I got out of the army in june of 08 I was a medic... "hell i was an anarchist tossing tools over fences, shredding papers every chance i got" i herd that said before. before that I ran away at 16 and hitch hiked across the country back and forth living with the amish,in temples,anarchist co-ops, that was the late nineties, ten years later im a divorcee vet who don't work for the state. I started back up on my bum ways, learning how to be free again, remembering who I was after I shed the games and illusions created by my own mind. But the heart seems to be led magnetically if you keep that rascle mind out of the equation.
Now I don't know where to go. The only thing running through my mind is A bottle of whiskey on the beach in south florida... Maybe.
hitchhiking in florida never was any fun as i can remember. And the people and cops really dont like homeless trying to live in their habitat. Hell I dont care about that though.
I am stuck in indiana right now, some little gal said she would bring me back next weekend. That was 3 weeks ago. I'm lazy and I don't like rain.. Funny thing for a houseless person to worry about. But thats all thats keeping me here. Im not sure what kind of things a person aught to be doing with his self as the world slides into chaos around him. Hell I guess just hang on as long as you can...