oh proper alone time. Quite a phrase isnt she? She just glides down your tounge like some exotic vanilla flavored silicone based lube.
But why is it that I have such a hard time being alone? Is it the boredom? as hay said I just need someone to bitch at. Well maybe thats so. I am not so sure. But at the risk of losing touch I cant spend long periods alone. hell I guess thats no excuseI was married to my x for 3 years... And I lost total contact with alot of things, the underground hobo party circut, protest and civil actions of disobedience. And I guee it has been over 6 years since trying to reconnect. But has my vision of reality changed? As I am just about smack dab into my Saturn return.So I am trying to do all this balancing and perfecting but with no clear view of what I am hoping to arrive at.
The only thing that is clear is the vision of my past. And I know I wont be visiting many of those places again.
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You shouldnt worry so much about you should be doing. Go with the flow, love, life is a river and all rivers empty out into a large body of water. You can't excape the large body, no matter if you take a river with rapids or smooth waters the whole way. No matter if you sail on a raft, in a canoe, a large cruise ship or if you doggy paddle the whole trip. You still end up in the same place, it's just the sites you see and hardships you face that are ever changing --hay
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