"Thrill with lissome lust of the light" Aleister C.

Well the sun is slowly making its way back to a place it came from and my hibernation is almost over. I love the darkness of this time of year to reflect on things that take a little longer to reflect on than time you may be willing to give in the bisy midsummer. I also have been thinking longer in these days, Hatred or love full time is not my scene. I enjoy the release i feel from being able to ack and vocalize my angers hurts frustrations, but I dont feel that way all the time. Neither can i say that I look in the dead souless eyes full of hatered and lust that pass me in the street and intertain a false feeling of love for these loathsome creatures. At this stage in the game there is no moral lawa dangeling itself efore my eyes in attempt to lure me out of my own feelings to disolve it in to the bliss of G-d for the benifit of all creation. no. I am a natural creature, everything i do is natural, eat, talk, shit, love,hate fuck,lingualy palpate the perineum,build mcdonalds,lie about going to the moon,and destroy our selves with nuclear annialation,all naturally :)so concepts of good better bad are now understood as I like that. I dont like that. Should i be doing something else right now? maybe you think i have a responsibility to anyone but myself right now, so i should pay attention to them? listen, If i did what I though I "should" it woould be a shit samwitch, buleave that.

Any hoot. Besides the ranting i do to entertain my self and think im soo cute, i see beauty in everything, and am suprised by everything i look at. like really how did we think all this was going to end nicely? concerning the apocalyps, itsoo is last summer. I already had mine, it was lovely. hurry have yours get it overwith and we can have something to talk about while we rebuild together..
moe foe realler than that i couldent even dream of. the berfect beauty of creation is wholly equal to the sustaintion and even yet moreso if it could be imagined before it happened, the distruction creats entirely new spaces to precieve that with our currant setup is different.

well here is a nice juicy terd in the middle of your rainbow family trail brother bear.