Monday, November 29, 2010
Fools
Well, I have been for some time trying to decide if love and hate, either my own dream or that of the new age. And I have basically decided to forsake the new age with all its beliefs as I feel it is the next global control religion. All the people I know who are newager are fairly dogmatic and judgemental, and I travel some pretty liberal circles, ill tell you that again. And I just dont feel there is anythin to all this shit. Karma? who the fuck would willingly choose to believe in something where you get punished for unremembered lives and there is some vague set of morals judging all you do... fuck krishna, vishnu, your guru, your stupid ideas. I will carry on my heathen ways, not claiming any right wrong. But Fuck All this faschist shit going on anyway.. I will write something interesting latr I hope. We are in Ga getting our asses pampered then getting some pass port, then catch a boat off this fucking hellhole. Leave you shitbags with your obama... i know your stupid ass voted for him. You goddamned lemming, you WILL believe anything anyone tells you eh?
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Little road trolls getting pampered in America? Can hardly fucking believe it. Imagine the land of fat rich white bastards creating all the trimmings that keep you ripe and plenty for the vicious/vivacious play of love/hate that you get to project all over this crazy bastard of a country down through this late and great 21st century. It's beautiful. Every century has held you but no other could have made thee so vibrant and screaming Sir Bunny. Count your blessings the way my vote will never be counted, but in what reality do my votes mark my soul? What political, societal game goes beyond the surface reservoir of this reality? Only if I have a cosmic/karmic account stamped to my soul; It doesn't exist so quit contradicting yourself at the expense of the loved ones who need you to be exactly where you are so we can be exactly where we are. What here is not for play, dance or rage? What conscious thought not enjoyable? What existence at fault? If there is any world, any society, any war, any position, any religion, any person available I will commune with thee if i please until I am satisfied beyond all probability what is for and what is against me.
ReplyDeleteI love you and my life is inexplicable. You are always someone I think understands these complex layers, fissions and realms of reality that some of our lives get caught in from time to ancient time; from the deep intimate to the cold superficial.
So please, leave if you love us too much to stay and smile the entire way, but I know you'll be back again sometime to play.
well spoke stranger, there is very much resonance there. In the spaces where one second of my own free will i destroy, the next I create with full intenton and open heart. doese any of it matter more or less than the other... I really dont think so. The hatred I have begins and ends in the same place as the love. Is it more fulfilling? I don't believe so. I don't claim to know whats" best" for anyone. Although I write these words which overgrow my feelings and need escape, the ones i choose dont carry my tingles, the tightness in my chest I fealt at reading your words, Hanging a balance between feeling like my words need to have meaning... even to me. I don't know what to do or where to go. So what ever i choose in the moment will be consumed or created but its not necasarry that I be understood, even by me. The hatred i write about here is my audacity in hoping in things and being let down but driven by some wild willy nilly urge to spoute this.... i barely remember writing it.
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